When we finish eating, the waitress brought the check over sat down on the table she told us that this Subway go up downtown that there is a detailed transit map posted and every station. she said I should hold my purse but not too tight people would think I was a tourist. she told me that her manager could help us find an apartment she told me that New York City was incredible place to live that everyday I would find the power and strength on the street that I had never felt before. told me that living there was going to be a pain in the ass but wherever I felt the city getting under my skin. whenever I thought too difficult to go on. she told me that I should stand on the nearest street corner with my arms out stretched your my head held high and yell as loud as I could go ahead dish it up baby !