This is Susan Aktins' 1977 autobiography with eleven new photos. "Millions met Susan Atkins in Helter Skelter. She was young and attractive, but desperate to find happiness. Alcohol, drugs, and promiscuity didn t satisfy her. . . She was looking for more. When she met Charles Manson, she felt she had met the world's savior. Here is her personal account of life and death with the murderous Manson "family." Condemned to die, rejected by society, she found life on death row - a miraculous rebirth as real as a resurrection." The book shows some age, and is yellowed around the outside.