Amber Smith

Light Paperback (1 lb or less)

Pennsylvania

“Heartwrenching.” —VOYA (starred review) “Beautiful, captivating prose.” —RT Book Reviews A twisted tragedy leaves Brooke and her siblings on their own in this provocative novel from the New York Times bestselling author of The Way I Used to Be. How do you let go of something you’ve never had? Junior year for Brooke Winters is supposed to be about change. She’s transferring schools, starting fresh, and making plans for college so she can finally leave her hometown, her family, and her past behind. But all of her dreams are shattered one hot summer afternoon when her mother is arrested for killing Brooke’s abusive father. No one really knows what happened that day, if it was premeditated or self-defense, whether it was right or wrong. And now Brooke and her siblings are on their own. In a year of firsts—the first year without parents, first love, first heartbreak, and her first taste of freedom—Brooke must confront the shadow of her family’s violence and dysfunction, as she struggles to embrace her identity, finds her true place in the world, and learns how to let go.

The Last to Let Go

9e45bd80-a1ac-4641-92cf-39cd44b54131-1

Maryland

California

After coming out as transgender, Chris is still processing a frightening assault he survived the year before, while Maia, grieving the loss of her older sister, is trying to find her place in the world, which makes falling in love the furthest thing on their minds--until it is not.

Something Like Gravity

9cac5eeb-1f3c-4574-9ba0-72d92a69570c-1

Minnesota

Paperback (1 to 2 lbs)

Hardcover (1 to 2 lbs)

Eden and Josh decide to give their relationship another chance in this much anticipated sequel to the New York Times bestseller The Way I Used to Be that explores how to move forward after trauma—in life and in love. Eden and Josh never had a fair shot at a healthy relationship. When they dated in high school, they each had their own problems getting in the way of the deep connection they felt toward one another. Unbeknownst to Josh, Eden was carrying the burden of a devastating sexual assault, while Josh was dealing with his own private struggle of having an alcoholic father. Months after Eden and two other girls publicly accuse their rapist, Eden is starting college while her case goes to trial. Now when she and Josh reconnect, it seems like it might finally be in the right place at the right time for them to make it work. But is their love strong enough to withstand the challenges and chaos of college and the crushing realities of a trial that will determine whether Eden gets the justice she deserves?

The Way I Am Now

2a7a3ff5-cea4-4363-aed6-749f6a1327f5-1

New York Times bestseller! 
Cover pages bow out a bit from being held open & there is a small black ink dot on bottom. See photos.

Oregon

"After fourteen-year-old Eden is raped by her brother's best friend, she knows she'll never be the way she used to be"--

The Way I Used to Be

3a91ad24-0b61-43e7-9f84-62ef95b23947-1

Illinois

Light Hardcover (1 lb or less)

A few tiny imperfections but otherwise in brand new, unread condition!

Michigan

Heavy Paperback (2 to 4 lbs)

The way I used to be 

Massachusetts

Connecticut

Ohio

Get ready to dive into the captivating world of Amber Smith's "The Way I Am Now". This hardcover book is a must-have for any young adult fiction lover. With 432 pages, this book is packed with twists and turns that will keep you on the edge of your seat. The book follows the story of Amy and Leo, who navigates the complexities of dating and sexual abuse with courage and resilience. The book is illustrated by Smith herself, making it a true work of art. Don't miss out on this powerful story that will leave you feeling moved and inspired.

Heavy Hardcover (2 to 4 lbs)

Delaware

Hardcover, 416 Pgs. Purchased on a whim and never read, brand new! 

Florida

The way I am now 

Wisconsin

from the author of ‘The Way I Used To Be’

like new hardcover- minor stains underneath dust jacket

hardcover

A twisted tragedy leaves Brooke and her siblings on their own in this provocative new novel from the New York Times bestselling author of The Way I Used To Be. How do you let go of something you’ve never had? Junior year for Brooke Winters is supposed to be about change. She’s transferring schools, starting fresh, and making plans for college so she can finally leave her hometown, her family, and her past behind. But all of her dreams are shattered one hot summer afternoon when her mother is arrested for killing Brooke’s abusive father. No one really knows what happened that day, if it was premeditated or self-defense, whether it was right or wrong. And now Brooke and her siblings are on their own. In a year of firsts—the first year without parents, first love, first heartbreak, and her first taste of freedom—Brooke must confront the shadow of her family’s violence and dysfunction, as she struggles to embrace her identity, finds her true place in the world, and learns how to let go.

Browse by categories

Save this search

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

Something Like Gravity

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

Something Like Gravity

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber Smith

Something Like Gravity

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

The Way I Used to Be

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber Smith

The Way I Used to Be

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber smith

The way I used to be

Amber Smith

The Way I Used to Be

Amber Smith

The Way I Used to Be

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber Smith

The Way I Am Now

Amber smith

The way I am now

Amber Smith

Something Like Gravity

Amber Smith

The Last to Let Go

Amber Smith

The way I am now