Carolyn Spring

"Full of hope and truth for trauma survivors. I couldn't put
this book down and finished it
within a few days. As a survivor of trauma and dissociation, this book spoke to me at my core.
Carolyn Spring's writting validated my own experiences while providing me with more hope for recovery and to form 
my whole self. I reccomend this
book for trauma survivors, mental health professionals.
and anybody interested in better understanding the amazing resilience of the brain
and spirit in the face of chronic and complex trauma."


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Collected Essays

What is it like to live with dissociative identity disorder? How does the brain respond to chronic, extreme trauma? Is recovery possible from such suffering? In this combined first and second volumes of her collected essays, Carolyn Spring writes candidly from a number of perspectives about her experiences of living with trauma-related dissociation, and her journey of recovery over ten years. Topics covered include such as shame, denial, child sexual abuse, the complex meanings of 'madness' and the multi-layered subjective experience of a dissociative mind. It is a series of standalone chapters or essays which build on one another to provide not only a unique insight into trauma, attachment and dissociation, but also the long and arduous - but ultimately fulfilling - recovery journey. REVIEWS "A powerful, insightful read. Carolyn's honest, brave, intelligent and poetically written essays about living with and recovering from DID are a real gift. I read it from cover to cover, and then began all over again." "Superbly helpful. This book is excellent both as a resource for professionals and a helpful aid to accompany those recovering from trauma, from someone who has pieced their life back together. It's been one of the most helpful books for myself as someone recovering with DID to see so much of my confusion mirrored and explained and then reassured with options and working strategies." "Inspires hope. Beautifully and intelligently written, giving hope and optimism for the future for all trauma survivors, and a must read for therapists." "Inspiring. This book was both interesting and inspirational in both content and subject matter. Having heard the author teach, I can vouch for her eloquence as much in writing now as in her spoken word. Her message is one to be spread. Her experiences and journey of self-awareness and acceptance give others hope and therapists a unique insight into trauma work." "Beautiful. Such poignancy and elegantly written, an inspiration to recovery, its journey and what that can look like. Thank you - it's great to feel connected and seen." "Excellent. This is an amazing account and glimpse into the world of someone who suffers with dissociative identity disorder as a result of extreme childhood trauma and the recovery process. Excellently written, poignant, challenging at times. Wonderful insight into the therapeutic process from the client's perspective. I have gained so much from reading this. Highly recommended."

Recovery Is My Best Revenge

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Robert Shedinger

" The mystery of why Darwin didn't finish his sequel has never been satisfactorily resolved. In this fascinating piece of historical detective work, Robert Shedinger draws on Darwin's letters, private notebooks, and unfinished manuscripts itself to 
piece together the puzzle and
reveal an embarrasing truth:
Darwin never finished his sequel
because in the end he could not deliver the promised goods. His book, began in earnest, devolved into a bluff."

The Mystery of the Book Darwin Never Finished

Darwin's Bluff

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Gerald Schroeder

" Carefully reviewing and interpreting, accepted scientific
principles, analagous passages of scripture, and biblical scholarship. DR. Shroeder arrives at a conclusion so lucid that one wonders why it has taken this long in comming. The
result for the reader- whether 
believer or skeptic, Jewish or Christian- is a totally fresh understanding of the key events
in the life of the universe."

The Discovery of Harmony Between Modern Science and the Bible

A ground-breaking book that takes on skeptics from both sides of the cosmological debate, arguing that science and the Bible are not at odds concerning the origin of the universe.

The culmination of a physicist's thirty-five-year journey from MIT to Jerusalem, Genesis and the Big Bang presents a compelling argument that the events of the billions of years that cosmologists say followed the Big Bang and those of the first six days described in Genesis are, in fact, one and the same--identical realities described in vastly different terms. In engaging, accessible language, Dr. Schroeder reconciles the observable facts of science with the very essence of Western religion: the biblical account of Creation.

Carefully reviewing and interpreting accepted scientific principles, analogous passages of Scripture, and biblical scholarship, Dr. Schroeder arrives at a conclusion so lucid that one wonders why it has taken this long in coming. The result for the reader--whether believer or skeptic, Jewish or Christian--is a totally fresh understanding of the key events in the life of the universe.

Genesis and the Big Bang Theory

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Wendy Hoffman

" This is an important book for survivors of mind control and ritual abuse, their therapists, and the general public, revealing one of the world's best- kept and grimest secrets.
As the author says in her introduction, "This is not for the delicate or for those who are convinced the world is fine just the way it is."

A True Story about Criminal Mind Control

White Witch in a Black Robe is a memoir about how secret high-level mind control is performed throughout victims' lives and the ways heads of governments and religious organizations participate in it, as well as the healing process and how one's mind becomes whole again. The memoir begins with the author's childhood in a multigenerational satanic cult family, her ordinary life in the normal world, and her simultaneous secret tortuous world. She describes her travels as an Illuminati queen and prophet, encountering well-known leaders (whose names have been changed for this memoir). The final section portrays the process of weaving the pieces of her mind back together with the help of a therapist, and adjusting to life with a whole mind. This is an important book for survivors of mind control and ritual abuse, their therapists and counselors, and the general public, revealing one of the world's grimmest best-kept and secrets. As Wendy Hoffman puts it in her introduction, "the book is not for the delicate or for those who are convinced the world is fine just the way it is." Originally published in 2016: 9781782203667

White Witch in a Black Robe

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"As the witness who watched Wendy suffer through painful body memories and emotional devastation on her journey toward wholeness. I can attest to the reality of her experiences.
This is not a book for the fainthearted, but it is an important book both to tell us what is going on in the world and to let us know that courageous souls can overcome
mind control and reach wholeness."
Alison Miller, psychologist, author of Healing the Unimanaginable: Treating Ritual Abuse and Mind Control and Becomming Yourself: Overcoming Mind Control and Ritual Abuse, and founder of Life Seminars.

A Memoir about Electricity and Mind Control

Written by a survivor of mind control and ritual abuse who is also a therapist, this memoir exposes the existence and practices of organized criminal groups who abuse children, helps the survivors of those abuses, and provides important information for professionals about the dissociative brain. The author's poetic prose contrasts distinctly with the horror of the subject matter. Wendy Hoffman's adult self journeys back to give voice to the infant and child parts of her, describing her handlers' early interventions to destroy bonding and create dissociation, the foundation of reverse-Kabbalah suicide and pathway programming, and the installation of mind control. Scenes from ordinary life are interspersed throughout the memoir. Nazi post-war recruitment of American subjects during the 1940s and 50s (including the infamous Dr. Mengele), children used for prostitution, pornography, and the drug trade along with the workings of the Illuminati leadership and their international Feast of the Beast rituals are all included. The memoir also covers attempts at recovery, experiences with cult therapists in disguise, and finally the author's work with an honest, competent therapist, which led to healing and her brain melding together. The ending acknowledges spiritual experiences, the power of love, the memory process, and thoughts on living and surviving a life such as hers.

The Enslaved Queen

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Yung Pueblo

From the celebrated author of Inward comes a new collection of poetry and short prose focused on understanding how past wounds impact our present relationships. In Clarity & Connection, Yung Pueblo describes how intense emotions accumulate in our subconscious and condition us to act and react in certain ways. In his characteristically spare, poetic style, he guides readers through the excavation and release of the past that is required for growth.

Clarity and Connection

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Recovery of a Christian Survivor

Satanic Ritual Abuse Exposed

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Some of this book's chapters include: Dealing With Loss of Identity, Spiritual Abuse Across the Spectrum of Christian Enviornments, A Brief Overviewof Women's Issues Resulting From Experienced Spiritual Abuse

Wounded Faith: Understanding and Healing From Spiritual Abuse

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Avah Rivers becomes open about living with dissociative identity disorder. The pages of her journals, papers full of scribbles, and moments of her life, invite, you the reader to take part in her courageous journey.


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