John T Sanka matured into the difficult times of the Vietnam war. Is daily challenges are not different from those that other people face everyday, but the Vietnam experience was boiling deep within. Thank us Baron of his soul is determined to help all those who face their own demons to carry their own crosses. As a decorated member of Charlie Company forth Battalion 9th infantry Mancus John was seriously wounded at mole City on December 22nd 1968. Although combat is described, this is not a bang bang shoot them up of Vietnam War story. It is about the effect of the experience during an after combat. John describes his life following the most city fight, is Long Hospital confinement, and a struggle to fully return to civilian life. It is an experience here by many Vietnam veterans. After the war, John seem to live in ordinary life with intermittent tragedies and challenges. He was able to overcome each one and move on with his life, but the Vietnam Factor remain hidden. After nearly three decades, the traumatic feelings that were very deep within resurface like a hidden viper. Once described as a tough son of a b****, he is now totally incapacitated with both post-traumatic stress disorder and acute clinical depression. This was the greatest challenge of his life.